I was looking back at some mutual messages and stumble upon a convo with a mutual who had an argument with a co-fan. They had a little misunderstanding. My mutual was making a fun compliment and her mutual got a bit defensive with their bias. Back then when we were talking about it and found out that her mutul was my mutual too... I kind of had an idea what both my mutuals were talking. One had a traumatic experience with being ganged up while the other one got misunderstood. I realized fandom convo should just be fandom focused... If opening up is done both should agree to just be cool with it. Yeahhh be cool...
I hosted another school event and this time I ff up... It was embarassing though they kept telling me its ok. I know it was embededbon my genes that I do not want to make mistakes. I forgot to have our finance manager do her closing remarks and ended the program that fast... Gawd... I dont know how to make amends with it but good thing I stumble upon Jun Matsumoto's interview about how to redeem yourself from being ff up... He mentioned that one should not dwell in the past but make ways how to avoid it. That will be my new ff up perspective... Learn, stand, and move on... Hopefull I can keep it up ❤
Aside from a weak internet connection and a frustrating fan life, I manage to enjoy watching some hardcore, blood-spewing, chilling, and the suspense-fun-filled movie on Netflix. It was cool! I love that screaming intense thriller feeling though after watching the film, I realized how it was just full of that but still good movies!
Then after watching #Alive which was the final movie on my list, I checked up on my friends and fandom friends on IG and happen to saw one of my friend's IG stories and featured Elona Holmes. She even added as a remark that it was a good movie. I have seen the trailer and thought that it was just for teens but since this friend of mine, who I happen to know personally and had a good eye for good films, made me tickle my curiosity and watched it.
To be honest, before I watch the film I already had my bias perspective towards the Sherlock Holmes series and the movie. Of all actors, I would always go and choose Rober Downey Jr. He will always be my image of Sherlock Holmes though Benedict Cumberbatch and Henry Cavill (in Elona Holmes) were cool too, sorry guys but Robert has stolen my heart for Sherlock Holmes, and Iron man HAHA!
Adjusting is hard. I was suppose to add the term "really" as my adjective but yeah... It is hard.
The Nomad fandom got almost zero to none content from the Nomad CEO because we all know he's really busy preparing for the live event on October and his new album. Just imagine he just created songs for the N/A album then he has own release. 🥺
To be honest I have not hit my 'bucket lists' or the list of things I should have done before I reached 30. Back then I was even imagining I have owned a car hahaha! And back then I never imagined I would be a teacher... I realized I had plans, but those plans were not as I have expected will turn out to be.
First was I never thought I would never mature. Yeah, you read it right, I didn't grow older. Though I had acquired a handful of work experience, worked with best people in the semi-conductor and the academe, I never learned from them. Why? because I would always see their flaws. They were great, to be honest, but they lack human contact. I knew I can acquire their skills but I shall not want to acquire that "only work is life" lifestyle. It's not fun, plus I might grow old like them.
A while back I was able to apply the principle of the film The Devil Wears Parada.
"Honey its her job, you don't need to praise you and give you a pat on the back for a job well done." -I know its not the exact qoute but seriously this gave me a peace of mind
A while back we got a meeting with our team members from another corp. We were ask to introduce ourselves and it seems that whenever one introduces themselves the big boss would say something to our team members. When it was my turn, unlike what my predecessors have done, I did not say thank you. Why you ask? Gawd ehy would I? I don't feel like saying it and it was their decision to hire me. Not sure if it was the reason but big boss did not talk to me. She kept a silent screen and proceeded to the next team member.
I don't feel but hurt here but yeah I realized that I should treat my work and private life separately... I don't wipe other people's asses for saying "I am indebt you guys hired me".. Sorry I'm not like that.
I apologize for my rudeness but we are into different perceptions. Its not me.
Also I realized that I will move to another work were I don't baby sit assholes. I wanted a work where even if pay is cheap... Less stress... Less shit.
Disclaimer: I shall not in any way, react, describe, or say anything about the Avalanche book. The title has been used to express my emotions towards the numerous content produced by Ryo last Friday which were limited to his recent Fan meeting, Maybelline CMs, NGTV releases, a video collab with Liftる and the N/A X Aviot.
This didn't happen last Friday though, but I am so happy the fan meeting event was a success. The organizers, through Nomad staff IG account, has been keen and strict towards the required guidelines in handling the event. Even Ryo was careful too. From the entrance to the main venue, from disinfecting the seats to other stuff all mentioned in the attendees' tweets, it seems that everything went well. So proud of him! Again, all based on my biased opinion and the pictures and video posted in Nomad Staff IG account. Also, Ryo presented 2 new songs too: Kitchen and Silence. PS: we wait for a new release! Better watch out for that!